Monday, October 13, 2025

"Kamen Rider Amazons: The Last Judgement" reddit /re 2024 *story & visual SPOILERS*

 "I like the darker and gorier take on Kamen Rider in the first season of Amazons. And upon rewatching the second season I have a greater appreciation for it, despite being even more darker and gorier plus adding some teen angst between a five year old and a dead girl.

But what in the name of Dan Kuroto was Toei thinking with The Last Judgement? Aside from "we have to make it even more darker and messed up!"?

I understand now why The Last Judgement isn't on Amazon Prime here in the states."






*note: i watched this movie more than 4 times, maybe 5


S2 bugs me because of Chihiro's unfounded obsession with Iyu (the recycled crow sfx with Iyu driving me nuts), but everything else surrounding that, including Iyu's story linking to Haruka's and how Jin's actions led to her death. That was wild. Jin being a blind warrior, & how his fightstyle switched up to accommodate his blindness, eerie efficient warrior this man is.




The movie? It was Directed too much like a Tv exclusive, not cinematic enough. A "filler" episode as Beaverjuk stated.


*Otherwise a decent second ending to the story, Season 2 being the first ending.* 


Narratively, enough was wrapped up for it to be a definitive ending, it just didn't feel like one at first. I watched the film last night, watched it multiple times actually, it's a solid ending.


  


But in reality it reads like a Kamen Rider Black episode, precisely beat for beat, an Amazon farm cult overtone and everything, pure KRB writing. 


Which is not an L. KRB had it's ham, but that shit was good tv. 


If they remade Kamen Rider Black faithfully but with Amazons or Black Sun's budget & gore tone, ***my god.*** 





Haruka & Jin compromised themselves with Haruka 'eating ' & Jin killing a "human", so both of them were incriminated ***& at the end of the line.***  


As Kurosaki stated: it wouldn't end unless the Omega & Alpha were disposed of. 





Jin was spiritually exhausted & clearly wanted Haruka to end him "Only one of us can survive...will it be me?", he was suggesting that Haruka do what needs to be done. Haruka got the message, doesn't mean jin gave the w to the kid. Nah.


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Jin at this point was just a zombie, before attacking those kids you can see the pain in his eyes over what he feels he has to do, even while talking to the Nanaha illusion he was cracking, stating those kids were like his own children. 


Haruka was the only person he could leave the world to, the only one he'd allow to kill him if Haruka survived him, and he did.


  

And it's a testament to his power that he tanked all that damage from Neo Alpha AFTER being chained up for 2 years & living off only blood and then immediately fights Haruka.


# Alpha. One of the grittiest Riders ever- to this day.


 





The herbivore children are now with Mizuki; Who no longer has a place with 4C. 


Reika is in charge, meaning by proxy Mizuki's situation is in good hands. The Chairman is still technically in charge but he's no real active threat to the Mizusawa's, he's insane but he has a method of how he see's the world. Survival of the fittest, plain and simple. Reika will succeed him eventually anyway. Tachibana's dethroned. Mido's dead.




Haruka is now going the Kamen Rider Black route and just roaming about on his bike, helping those who need it. 


Though technically this Amazon thing isn't over because he's still alive, which begs the question "How the hell did Mido imprison Jin to begin with?" Which is a gaping hole in the plot that bugs me.




The Extermination group didn't really have any arcs, they just took up some screentime but it was good to see them back up Haruka one last time and they go about their way, possibly to team up with him on other occassions. 


For they were a significant part of his life growing up (let's not forget he's only 9 years old and the span of the story is 7 years, so we got to see a good 80-90% of Haruka's entire life)




Jin can finally rest, with his remaining Amazon kids not being psychopathic monsters which he himself acknowledged, and with him gone, no more original bred Amazons can be created (that is if his corpse isn't farmed for samples by black markets, which is unlikely because that village is out in the middle of nowhere & the only person who would know he's out there & have the power to farm his body is Tachibana but he's not in charge anywhere).



Though because Jin's genes were unique- it's not confirmed if one could make more Amazons from Haruka the same way. 


  

But since he's eaten of another person, and beaten the Alpha- he's not the same Haruka anymore, dude is only going to get stronger. The one limit he had, is gone. The one person who could match him is dead. Though I wish their final 1v1 was extended with some more finishers in there. But what we got fit the narrative that they were both wounded animals fighting for keeps.


  

Haruka's the third new type of Amazon & the last of the strongest, the last rider. Omega meaning "End", riding off on a lone road, the spirit of the Masked Rider. Even Shin Kamen Rider tapped into that in it's ending.


About as definitive an ending as it can get.

Saturday, October 11, 2025

*Gunn & Corenswet's clashing ideas for the emotional climax monologue scene * ( Peacemaker & Marvel Zombies is TRASH @youtube)



https://youtu.be/1vU-L2y3SGY?si=wA70uhOmgygqjSSa&t=1070

17:50 Corenswet is right, the inflection of "That is being human!" has the 'something to prove' vibe because it mirrors his outbursts earlier. Vs being collected, not forcing it, which is a stark change

I get Gunn's perspective too, this is the emotional climax of the movie, so it fits to show the vulnerability. Issue is what we define as "vulnerable", men being emotional is not the same as *being vulnerable. Corenswets stance would align better with a development angle--




Supes being more lowkey without brusque assertion "But that is being human." in a less 'something to prove' delivery to a guy he: DOES NOT KNOW or have any history with- The history gap issue would still exist with D.C's idea, but it would sting less in that context.




and since that stupid mutt cut off the conversation(I hate Krypto), we got to see Gunn's direction of the scene which in affect was an incomplete exchange. Why the dog? Likely cause he didn't know how to wrap the scene up with maturity, same shit Horikoshi does.


after 3 years of activity, this movie was when these two finally met, according to Lex. So Gunn has all this pent up outburst written here, when these two actually have no dynamic or history to even base it on, as if they've had this conversation before.



"Is this not the moment where I feel, 'I was wrong to feel that way.'" On Davids part its not about right or wrong to be low, but Supes doesn't have to show Lex vulnerability just to stand his ground. getting rid of the dog helps too, but i get what they're both saying.


I appreciate this exchange (between Gunn & Corenswet), to be honest. It adds some context per on-set dynamics. It's necessary on set (sometimes) for actors to have that kind of backbone & chime in and be receptive. Glad he smelt the same stench of contrivance that I do.



For Davids idea, 

Supes would've went through enough to warrant a collected, "I really know it" delivery. So it wouldn't be he just changes suddenly for no reason (which is also a contrivance btw)๐Ÿ‘ˆ At THIS point, he would know it without sounding like he's justifying himself.


(side note: this explains the lois & clark scene where he blew up on her like a manchild, NOW I get it. I understand conviction, passion, doubling down on helping people abroad in ethnic disputes but getting that pissed off, emotional was just bad characterization. Could only imagine the possible reservation David had with that scene. I almost worried for Lois, like calm down, you're not 13, Mr.Kent.)  





Wednesday, October 8, 2025

Giant Ojoke-sama (another macrocreep reskin of vanilla GTS narratives ad infinite: Boring, predictable, stagnant, infantile, purposeless, cringe, garbage that almost had a good idea) *2022




original review: Nov 29, 2022

๐—” ๐—พ๐˜‚๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ธ๐˜† ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ, and the lack of Psycho-GTS cliche is appreciated. The issue is it's still GTS.

(So ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ธ ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜† ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—š๐—ง๐—ฆ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜ ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ, cause gts is by design: trash.)


๐—œ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—น๐˜† ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ฟ'๐˜€ ๐—ท๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ท๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ถ๐—ฟ ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต, than it is a genuine attempt at an ecchi comedy, ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ž๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฏ๐—ฎ ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐——๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜ ๐—ฃ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ธ or my bride is a mermaid. Leagues better, hilarious titles, with plenty of fanservice that didn't piss me off, hilarious. (๐—ฅ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ) ) ✅



Without Spoilers i'll say: ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐˜„ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ "๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด", still cringe, but as it goes on it's less funny, and more repetitive, formulaic, more cringe, predictable.

๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ธ๐˜€ ๐—ท๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ณ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—บ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ธ "GIANT Ojou-Sama", ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—น๐˜๐˜† ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐—ป. ⛔


Thus the title is held back at times by the fact that the Author seems to really subscribe to ๐ฆ๐š๐œ๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐š ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜† so the punchlines and situations mainly are limited & or focused to revolve around that one aesthetic, for better and worse. Hence the title. Very little variety in the material.


๐˜ƒ๐˜€ ๐—ž๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฏ๐—ฎ, ๐—š๐—ผ๐—น๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—•๐—ผ๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐——๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜ ๐—ฃ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ธ, which are legit funny ecchis because their gags have variety, because the core of the material isn't one single fetish hijacking the materials direction.

๐—”๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—š๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜-๐—ข๐—ท๐—ผke Sama's ๐—™๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ต ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐—ฒ๐—ณ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—น๐˜†, ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ธ๐˜€ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜๐˜†, execution. As macrocreepisms tend to do, always lacking, but very telling.






๐—–๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐Ÿญ'๐˜€ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ (2022) ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—น๐—น ๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜„๐—ป (๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ต ๐—บ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฐ ๐—ฒ๐—ณ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜ ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ข๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ผ'๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€, ๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฒ)

BUTT, writing wise the Author added some ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐˜…๐˜ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ข๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ผ'๐˜€ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ฝ ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ธ๐—ด๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ป. ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ ๐—ด๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ฑ ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป.✅

Oriko's a decent character ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ'๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ฎ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜…๐˜† for The Authors imprint misfire.



๐—™๐—ผ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜๐—ฒ๐˜€:
• Art is average initially. The Author is definitely improving their style as time passes. So props to them for that.✅ Some of the enemies later on are surprisingly well designed, fun designs, cool designs, and most of the interior set pieces throughout the chapters are decently drawn. ✅


• Action panels are fine, Chapters 1's Remake is the best action sequence so far and that's because it's a recent revise from the Author's current art skills, again props to them for that.✅


• ๐—œ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—น๐—น ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜† ๐˜€๐—ถ๐—น๐—น๐˜†, ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐—ถ๐—น๐—น๐˜† ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ณ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ป๐˜† ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ: But the issue here is, ๐—œ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ณ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ป๐˜† or ironic, It's blatant macrophile pandering, and to top it off, the execution is in no way clever, the fanservice plus Oriko's embarrassment doesn't always equal funny, just cringe.


And if you're reluctantly fluent in Macronese, you'll realize Giant-O-MID Sama is not fresh or a new take on giantess, bro's just publishing a vanilla gts doujinshi you could find anywhere else, but for the general public. That's all this is.  ⛔





• Unfortunately, ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—š๐—ง๐—ฆ ๐—ฎ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฐ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—บ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ธ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ฐ๐—ต, hence the title. And because the most creativity they do with it is dress her up in different clothes while gigantic to pander. The giant girl novelty very quickly wears out.



• Turns the manga into, again, a ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ธ ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜†, the gigantism isn't a vehicle for the comedy nor is it necessary, you could easily just give Oriko a mech or actual Superman powers instead

(which is leagues more powerful than just being a giant, one of the lamest powers in fiction & with powers like that you get waaaaaay more scenarios for comedy & ecchi)

The gigantism is the comedy/ namesake & content, the point, a lot of the time, and it's contrived despite the authors blatant attempts to make it necessary. 

There's but so many times you can get "๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ'๐˜€ ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—š๐—ผ๐—ฑ๐˜‡๐—ถ๐—น๐—น๐—ฎ ๐˜€๐—ถ๐˜‡๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€" for the 170th time, before it gets old, invasive. Especially if you're already numb to it.

๐—œ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ⛔Which is the death of funny, but it does serve obsession, which is what is really about for the dedicated & initiated.

So, if they switched it up and made Oriko the final boss to serve that psycho itch, it'd just become the average crap standard gts doujinshi that's pumped out in waves.




• ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ธ (๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ถ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ท๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ข๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด, ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด, ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฎ ๐˜€๐—ถ๐—น๐—น๐˜† ๐—ฑ๐˜‚๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐˜† ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ป ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฎ ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜ ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—น๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ- which is what he does at one point, just RUINS a scene by having them talk, she's normal scale, then Sebas looks up and her ass is just there because *Oopsie.....)



Or Oriko trying to figure out a chaotic situation, she's very fun to watch in isolation without the macrophile-contrivance.✅She could've been a great character man, what a waste. 

Could've even upgraded her to wearing a cool ass Tokusatsu outfit (form-fitting ofc for the gooners), turn her iconic. A modern day Ultraman-F. imagine that genre turn, THE WASTED POTENTIAL, this is what happens when you fetish, you undercook your food. Brain meats work at nerfed capacity. 




• Another plus, as i've said, this is not the usual GTS-Psycho territory that that cult- *excuse me, "community" is known for and no the manga doesn't waste time getting to the Giant girl stuff- so much so, ๐—ถ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฏ๐˜๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น with it, or ๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ถ ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ณ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฑ. So the reason this is an L despite it being a plus is it's garbage because it's desperate tbh. Because it inevitably gets shoved down your throat. (๐—ถ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐—ถ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐—ถ๐˜.) ⛔


Which is why it's more spectacle than it is comedy. ๐—•๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐˜๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐˜† ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜† or wit, ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ท๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ฑ.⛔Hence the Manga TL;DR


• ๐—ข๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ผ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜† ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ, she's not a Officer Nikki✅(do not look that bitch up pls)



• Without spoilers, the side & minor characters and story overall are about as interesting as a box of rusted coins as is Oriko's character, she's likable, yes, so is Deku, but they're not interesting.⛔ 



• Hence, this would've better off as a full on comedy Doujinshi, thus it can go all the way with it's macrocreep pandering and ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—–๐—Ÿ๐—˜๐—”๐—ฅ๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ, the story and it's comedy potential otherwise feels held back by the fetish niche itself trying to be public, limited, it's nerfed. 

Cause Fetishes aren't upgrades to human experience, they're gltiches. Not advantages (like good looks), or something good. They're crutches. So to base a story around that superficial is uphill battling. ⛔


๐—”๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ถ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ, i just hate that it always boils down to the characters, comedic potential & story always getting hijacked by the GIANTESS concept as the selling point. ๐™€๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง๐™ฎ ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™ก๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ข๐™š. .⛔


๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ Macrocreep ๐—”๐˜‚๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€ ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐˜ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ต๐˜ ๐˜‚๐—ฝ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜, ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—ป'๐˜ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜† ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ.⛔Need to see mommy looming over, at any cost.


• Ultimately, ✓ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ถ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐™จ๐™ช๐™˜๐™˜๐™š๐™จ๐™จ๐™›๐™ช๐™ก ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐˜๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ด๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฎ (๐˜„๐—ต๐—ผ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ & ๐—ณ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ป๐˜†) ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—บ Oriko's background, her past, and again: ๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐˜€' ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ข๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ผ (when they're just being a duo without the Macrophile shit), ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—น๐˜† ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ฒ'๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—น, ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐˜† ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ณ๐—ณ ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ต ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—น๐—น.✅ So when it's not being Giantess, not being true to it's namesake then it tries to be competent, when it regresses to the point of the book, then it gets dumb.

• A lot of the dialogue is not the best, very cringe.⛔




• ๐—–๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿฎ, ๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿฐ, ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ฐ. ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ข๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ'๐˜€ are the title being decent, because it tries to delve into characterization while keeping the macrophile stuff on lowkey, the comedy does better without shoving giant girl fanservice down your throat (too much) ✅ ๐—”๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป, ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฑ'๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ข๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€




๐—ฉ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐˜: Giant Ojoke-Sama has it's moments but it lacks staying power. ๐—œ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ท๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ต๐˜† ๐—ด๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€/๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜๐˜† ๐˜€๐—ถ๐—บ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ (because thats the main course if she can't kill hordes of people, you're getting panty shots & growth scenes) that relies on one gimmicks aesthetic to justify it's existence. ๐Ÿšฎ
Doesn't break new ground that hasn't been tread already by a previous GTS take, cause GTS is by design: Garbage.


4/๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ I know there are types who will be into this regardless, aka zealots.
But for the general public with taste for competence? ๐๐จ๐ญ ๐‘๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐๐ž๐, just watch Desert Punk, there's literally a dream sequence where the mc is a mini-mi on the cleavage of one of the main heroines bosoms. See? We got our looming mommy fix.


If you want to waste time on something poorly written but it's entertaining, decent action, funny at times, and has some heart, just go read ๐—•๐—ผ๐—ธ๐˜‚ ๐—ก๐—ผ ๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ผ.

2025:




 As expected it got worse, author added more giant chics, cause they ran out of ideas. The situations just perpetually repeat the same creepy punchline- as Chp 143 is some of the worst manga writing i've ever seen in 2025, if not ever. 

The girl not only gets bigger from getting attention (which is just as dumb as that nurse bitch who grows from water) but she speaks in third person, so we can add infantile to the list, just....

Worse than I remember, all the praises prior will remain because they're still relevant (because back then the title was new & the author didn't lose their own plot being a macrogoof).

  • Fetishists will always re-tread the same tropes they do in their little cult circles because they're addicts to the delusionist cope called "fetish fantasy". If you insist on shoving your crap down the throat of the public, raise the bar and stop doing what you people have been doing for the past 20 years. 

You'd think someone so eager to push GTS propaganda on the public square for the hundreth time but this time it actually got some traction, YOU'D think they'd reel it in and try to raise the bar. Hence "macrocreep", pure NPC, drone creeper shit. 

Home's just keep vindicating what I've been saying, proving my point.

They can't help themselves but do the same shit, its like they're stuck in a quantum bubble, when they reel in the psycho crap, then that excess energy is redirected to growth, ass, panties, breaking shit (but the mini-mi's have more plot armor, yippy!! ) & stupid size puns.  


The same shit in doujinshi's, and their gentle genre porn comics, aint nothing about this fresh, vibrant, good, original or new. It's just visible, that's it. 



 That's the only difference here. These folk are consistently talented in art, animation, production, it's actually mindblowing-- but genuinely incapable of originality or breaking the story free from the fetishism, because they themselves are slaves to it. Thus the writing is always & I mean ALWAYS garbage, from that Mark 'Deaf GTS' guy from waaay back to these new bloods. 


It's in-fucking-sane how consistent the lack of quality it possesses despite how good it looks, like a golden turd.


So it began as tolerable, fun trash, but as is, the title has stopped pretending it wasn't always fetishy garbage. 

2/10 Should've stayed as a one-shot (to preserve whatever authenticity it possessed, & it did have some, even if barely) or just been a doujinshi in the first place.


Friday, October 3, 2025

My Hero Academia Season 4 Episode 11 Reaction Mashup | ๅƒ•ใฎใƒ’ใƒผใƒญใƒผใ‚ขใ‚ซใƒ‡ใƒŸใ‚ข


"im so afraid of what will happen" 17:10 bro forgot he forgot he was watching mha & actually got afraid for the well being of the character, can you imagine? lol

not just any forgetfulness, he forgot he forgot that Jeanist survived AFO. Ragdoll survived AFO. That random nobody woman in Kamino, etc. AFO couldn't cook to save his life even back then. Not fear of the main villain, but the sloppy seconds Overhaul.

Now sit there & imagine, instead of him getting his hands taken without a fight, imagine how we got robbed AFO vs Overhaul- which is a leagues better way to both: *take Overhaul off the board and amp up AFO's threat level.
robbed


HALLOWEEN ENDS Deserved Better (The Shape didn't deserve better, he deserved consistency)

all you need is some themes & good filmmaking to make a mediocre movie that lost the plot of it's own franchise to seem deep.

same vibe anime fans be on, except, this channel had good points to explain why they like it & exploring exactly what it is that makes the themes and evidence of the narrative work, so what he and other channels talk about here is not reaching.

That doesn't mean the movie's good because we got "the point", that's we have to understand, but we or I can appreciate what they went for even if it made both the climax of the first two and Myers himself, neutered, sterilized and disappointing.


I champion character focused material, but it did not belong here. If Corey was elsewhere where he the was the start of a new gen slasher icon, new title, that would've been better but tacking him here? In the FINAL MOVIE? Not even set him up in 2018 but in THE final movie?

Good lord, absolutely not.

Score was good, themes were...acknowledged. I got the point of it all, saw many videos that I disagreed with to understand their points & why it works: The message works, the movie didn't.

And a lot of it has to do with lessening Myers to make the point, now a lot of that may have to do with the fact that this movie really is about the town healing & taking itself back from Myers (could say that was the point of the trilogy) but sometimes, as Infinity War proved, as The Thing proved, as Mandy 2018 proved, as Annihilation proved: the best ending isn't always riddled with closure.

Either way, If Myers goes, Laurie should've gone with him. Don't care how weak he was, still stronger than her. Even Zombie got that right with his sequel movie, very ambiguous ending.

If Ends had that kind of ending, with either Corey or Myers still lingering about, hell if the town gained it's closure with Laurie's own end, fighting for their future, since she is a part of that dark legacy even if still a victim of it & despite her sacrifice the darkness outlived her anyway but ? Haddonfield is free of it, but now it roams searching for another domain.



If this movie tapped into that would be shrined, guaranteed. Because that kind of send off is what the franchise & it's face (Myers) both deserved and is more compatible with. You have to keep the The Shape-- in SHAPE.



(and yes, the junkyward scene is good and the ost is a masterpiece of retro grit; agreed agreed)

Wednesday, October 1, 2025

Elizabeth "DeWins" Goatstock is one of the best Ai companions that barely anyone talks about

 Love that temporal quantum ripple, the fabric of space itself being altered. #BioshockInfinite #Videogame ammo, HP, revives you, spawns in whatever you need from alternate dimensions.

Elizabeth GOATstock๐Ÿ‘‘



finds lockpicks you overlook, picks up money you overlook, etc. Anna DeWINS

Hunter x Hunter 2011 EP35 (recommended show)


Where the 2011 shines over the 90s version in this scene is the absence of music to hone in on the intensity when this fight began, pulling you in. VERY wise direction. #HunterXHunter2011 (recommended show)

 

Tuesday, September 30, 2025

Rocky vs Drago | Rocky IV (1985) Reaction Mashup



Duke saw Rockys threat level since the beginning; it was beautiful how he ended up training him. Duke was so intense, & motivational, an excellent pro to have in your corner.

Monday, September 22, 2025

"How to make it stop" (size fetishism) /r

 "Basically, I have a giant fetish and I absolutely hate it. I've had it for years and I hate the fact I have it. It makes me deeply uncomfortable despite me telling myself it's normal and ok to have a weird sexual interest. Like, it's genuinely causing me great mental distress the fact i have it and I just want to know if there's a way "to make me not have it anymore"



Thanks for sharing. **

It persists despite what you say because what we want to be true there boils down to a destigmatization efforts, which is cultural subjectivity and has nothing to do with reality.


It's ok to admit that a child's imprint misfire that created the seed was normal, but the fetish itself is not. Repeating these fickle destigmatization talking points only exacerbates the problem. As its been for more than a decade.

Fetishes are not sacred concepts. Acknowledge this first, then letting it go becomes easier.

  • macro-isms Is symptom of a cultural saga but not a clinical illness, nor is it a benefit, natural/genetic/ nor a passed on evolutionary advantage
  • You don't need it, it needs you. Remember that.
  • It prevailing in the mind is just lingering impressions from years ago circulating throughout the brain, reinforced through internet shenanigans
  • it's sexual & it likely (not always) derived from childhood imprinting miswire, that by itself is why it's persistent.


There's no quick way to not have it anymore, but there is a way to divorce it gradually

  • Slowing it's roll won't be like flipping a switch
  • what will determine the difficulty of leaving it behind, is lingering invasive thoughts prevailing of the fetish solely due to how long the mind has been subjected to the media.

Be it a person, a scene, an image. Go back to the source of which triggered it & realize in reality: it meant nothing. Rob it of it's power, take actual control, & that requires making peace with it, not accepting it, making peace.

If it was a movie scene, then it's a stupid scene in a movie, meaningless. If it was a good movie 'MvA', watch it. What needs to be normalized is defanging the triggers. Not make a career out of turning nothing into something it's not.

And if therapy or seeing a licensed official is needed to do that, do it.


But "owning it", is not taking control, letting it go is total agency through divorce.

TL;DR Don't distress yourself, A fetish is not as significant as people think it is, it's not permanent, it's a psychological aftertaste you can train out through consistent counterconditioning . Neuroplasticity is real, you can re-train fixated brain stimuli, you have to be consistent & find other focuses, goals, priorities.

learned behaviors can be unlearned, it's just exaggerated because fetishism & easy internet access with no barrier can incentivize devotion.

  • Regardless If you can't remember the origin-- focus on what in the fetish triggers you specifically
  • Dissecting what & why of the triggers specifically & realizing it's not who you are. It's an adoption of a faulty imprint.
  • Finally, connect the dots between fantasy with IRL parallels, macrophilia at base, is just a contrived convolution of human sexual relation, even vore which is just a mask for oral sex.


Deprive the urge the reward of dopamine, starve it. The fuel for the eternal hunt for sizefix is dopamine; a fetish like many devotee behavior is a reward-driven reinforcement behavior which incentivizes addiction & adoption, but this one it's amplified because of how epic the scale can be. Deprive the reward, remove the triggers.

"Closure", the word is closure.


But you have to do the work to get there, & that by itself is why many just dive into indulgence, it's easier to just sink to the bottom. The path of least resistance is always easier.

Where, What, Why.

The *how? is irrelevant, children's imprinting is unpredictable, subject to error, & its the only "normal/natural" phase of this entire situation. Children are supposed to imprint, what they imprint on is the caveat, and how far they take the pretense of what they think they felt of what they saw is where the issues start.

A brain glitch.

  • Most kids of varying age don't know what they're looking at or how to process it, nor do they know to ask the parents about what it is they feel or saw.


Most people's trigger-happy descent into it derives from lack of information and other people's hatred of it/ or unfortunately of themselves for having it, derives from lack of information.


Limit social media time, delete folders, bookmarks, digital hygiene. Cut the fetishes lifeline. You have to replace it with a vocation (dedicated or casual) and form a new habit chain for your brain to imprint on.

"I hate everything about having a giantess fetish" /r

"I hate the fact that I want to give up my freedom to a horny giant."
we're not delivered into life to be destroyed, violated or played with; there's nothing to give your "freedom" up to, love yourself enough to let childish things go.

"I hate that I prefer tall girls. And the thought of the possibility of overlooking my soulmate just because I’m head over heels over a girl who’s taller than them."
Preferring tall girls is not a problem, hyper-fixation is issue. Don't view people through the lens of fetishism, if there's no logical/legitimate reason to why you're stuck on that one thing, then re-evaluate it, trace it back to the roots. Know thyself.
"Worse, what if that potential soulmate likes me back? What would they think about me if I overlooked them because of some stupid giantess fetish?"
it's not about what someone thinks. Even with the best VR experience-- it will still never exist, sustain, or bring any meaningful purpose, that's where the need for retreat to fantasy comes from for many: Lack of purpose, lack of stake in reality, which many men suffer in Japan, America, etc. & to no one's surprise Macrophilia surges in countries where men are suffering, neglected, or left behind by the culture.


One can only play make believe. Thus a counterfeit anti-reality.

 


You need to decide if a counterfeit experience you feel beholden to surrender your freedom to for some reason, a parody mocking humanity, mocking women (the main resource of the fantasy) is worth prioritizing over the only life you'll have to live in THIS life.

 

Let alone how it dictates how you view other human beings because of how much real estate you might be giving to the deluded fixation, getting a grip on that is more important than what someone thinks.
"I hate the fact that I get chills when a tall girl stands over me, and I can’t help but grossly fetishize them."
Getting chills over something that basic, is trivial, concerning &, if you "can't help" it, take breaks.

 

Question it, always. But hating yourself / or the fetish, is pointless.

 Freedom is what you feel you have to give up, so your freedom for your mind is exactly what you take back. Divorce it through distance, make that the new habit, that's the only real way to take control.

"Owning it" or accepting it is just more surrender through adoption. Cope for cope, which is another means to submit to it to avoid letting it go because of lack of security without it, paradoxical. The illusion of control.
Start with 24 hours, upgrade to 2 days, & so on, without it. Once a week even, gradual.
Reality is the solution, to find security/protection/affirmation here. Not in Lalaland for entire life.
"I don’t want to think of taller girls as these protective gentle giants. I want to just want to think of them like I do everyone else."
As you shouldn't think tall girls as such, it's off-base. Good for you for questioning it..

 


"protective gentle giants" is both sweet in sentiment and a bit creepy just by how out of touch it is, because it's basically wanting mommy (the first significant giant in a babys life usually), which is GTS & 'shrinking' in a nutshell: regression, going backwards. Infantilism.
You are fully capable of seeing tall girls as they are (like everyone else), you need to give your brain a break from the nonsense, let it detox, doesn't mean the thoughts will just say "Bye" but if you're not pounding your mind with it, you're less likely to be ruled by it.

 


"I hate the feeling of inferiority, and the fact that it makes me hard."
Thin air can get a guy hard, it just happens dude.
Otherwise that's the era you live in, manhood crisis. Masculinity attacked constantly, boys lacking mentors. Fathers are inept, trivialized or just absent. #FutureisFemale, all that jazz

 

It's not like the West respects or honors men, the ppl that build EVERYTHING. So this desire for inferiority is not "weird", because we know where it comes from: western society's decline

 Its a consequence of Gynocentric declining civilization that men tangibly built & yet are neglected by constantly into feeling insignificant & having zero stake in it, thus many feel small.

 

It's a generational bondage for our boys, men in japan are going through something similar. Again, this is why many retreat to the counterfeit for a false sense of security through surrender or parody of reality.
"I hate that to me girls are like some protective weapon, I don’t think of anyone as unworthy of my attention, but I can’t help but notice the giants because of my stupid fetish."
Because your mind was oversaturated with internet sewage, pounded into your head until the subconscious lens of the world was legitimately violated, that's how propaganda works, distortion of reality.

 


There's nothing wrong with you beyond what you're subjecting yourself to for no meaningful reason.

 


A fetish is not an inherent, nor a sacred trait ppl should just tolerate, it's not above challenge. It's an imprinting glitch. Random, not destiny.
It's not something mom or dad nor antiquity passed down to you as an evolutionary advantage. It's advantageous of absolutely nothing, a mockery of human connection, meaningless.
You have it on the brain, cause ya gave it too much real estate. Take a break.
Adulting 101: Just because you can, doesn't mean you should.

"This isn’t a role play post. I genuinely hate having this fetish, and how it makes me fetishize people."
Understood, respect for you being brave to express dissent. More should do so.

 


Sexualizing a person and fetishizing them is not the same thing, one sexualizes when they see physical traits for reproductive purpose. Fetishizing is projecting unrealistic obsession specific based delusions specifically, not always sexual or for reproduction but paraphilia vs reducing someone to a thing of criteria, because a misconception one adopted.

 


Show adoration, but don't fetishize people. The fetish is not making you do anything, you're not powerless here, this is part of the lie of the fantasy bleeding into IRL. Your mind is acting out in times of arousal because it's been trained to associate one with the other from repeat reinforcements on your neurological pathways, especially if you splooge to it, it's science.

It's nothing worth hate, nor endorsement, it's worth overcoming. Try replacing it with something more productive, keeping busy, form new habits, learn a language, find something, re-train the brain.